so.. im finally found.ed. i didnt tel yu cos i thought it was worth, at least yu stil had her. i thought at least yu could stil hold on to her and have one less burden-me. i thought it was alright when i fell so hard down below because yu're still up ther. with her. i thought it was all worth my heart being broken when i let go. i thought yu loved her. why'd yu give up anyway? bu ming bai. such a waste. but oh wel, im kinda. unassured and uncertain, i dont know why.
uncertainty.. aint a nice feelin'.